The Meaning of Courtney. . .

Well I was goofing off on Urban Dictionary and I search my name. There was some funny stuff on there and this is one of the meanings I like most.

-noun
1. The name of a girl who is beautiful, strong, and intelligent. One who is easy to fall in love with but impossible to let go. She is funny, exciting, and enthusiastic. Courtney has an amazing personality that appeals to every person fortunate enough to meet her. Her eyes are captivating, her smile, intoxicating, and her heart lights the darkest, coldest souls and fills them with happiness. She is the reason why I believe in love.

2. Another word for perfection.

3. God’s most precious and wonderful angel.

So anyways. Thats What I have been up today. I skipped out on work because I started my time of month and it has been one of the worst ones. I am lots of pain. I am updating this while laying in bed and eating chocolate ice cream. I have been in bed all day. I didn’t even get up till 2 this after, and then I went back to bed. I have seen Curtis today about for an hour. He doesn’t talk to me when I don’t feel good. He has been acting odd anyways for the past two days. The House is a mess again!! It drives me crazy. The dogs are driving me crazy. I feel like right now is to get in my car and go some where. But I can’t. There are thing that got to be done.

Well my dad birthday is Monday we are going to dinner with the family. I am going to bake a yummy cake. Also the big V-day is coming up. What to get my Darling Curtis. . . I want to get him some big, but nice, and unique. hmm  any ideas???

Well I am not getting my Tattoo till a week from today. Its is going to be a cupcake, and its going to be super cute!! I will post photos later and throughout the week. Night everyone.

Court <3

Talking Dogs. . .

Hahaha Watching UP! and there are talking odd dogs. lol
What if our pet dogs could to talk, what would they say. hahaha

Chelsea say… I don’t know. Maybe where is my  toy.

Kobie would yell at his damn Tail.

Carter would say Play with me!!

hahaha I am crazy. Anyways I am super bored.

post later.

A Ten Min Post

HI!!
I have have 10 mins till I have to leave to go to work. So I am going to make this fast.

This week was good but busy. School crazy, I don’t know how I am going to do these online classes, I just got to stay focus and tell myself it got to be done.  Work ok. Glad it’s the weekend though I have to work. I am wanting to be off sunday and monday. To work on school.

Well plans this weekend:
Work
School
AND!!! Get another tattoo…. I have 2 already and I have been wanting my 3rd for awhile so if I do get it i will so post it.
Also spend time with my darling Curtis

Well I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!! <3<3

xoxo
COurtney

Wednesday Update… Baby it’s Cold Outside.

Yes, it is very cold outside. Staying indoors today/ night.
Have not done much to day. Been working on school work, I had to call in today just so I can get it done. I really don’t know what to write about today. I have catching up on others blogs and reading new ones like my friend brandy’s which you can go read hers. under Brandy M under my favorite blog. She is house wife and she and her hubby are trying to adopt a child. Real sweet girl.

a real fast update…. Craiglist scams if u are finding a place to rent be careful. Just heard on fox that a renter was renting from a company that was not real and the real owner came down from the upstate to check on her house and found someone living there.. hmm

Anyways. I am still living with my sweetie. In my last post which was super short I said that we got a new puppy. Carter Blue Richey our new edition to the family.  He is a beautiful boxer. He is loving his new home, you should see Chelsea and Carter play, it a super cute sight. I’ll to add photos at the end of the post.

I started classes this week, which are 4 class that are all online. Which I hope won’t to much to handle and go to work. Ah the news just said snow this weekend. haha I believe it when I see it. ya know.

Well this spring and summer we are planning some new things. I give details later. Also I am planning a St Pattys Party. But it going to be the saturday before the big day. I am also going to bake a Heart cake for Feb. 14. Just need some ideas on cake type and all that good stuff. Well I am going to head out.

Be sure to add me on Facebook and follow me on twitter. (:

Though today has not been good. I have been down and my knees hurt. I just want to go lay down and sleep today. I just dont feel like doing anything today. I have been doing school work, but I think I am going to take a shower. But I need to finish school work, clean the house, and eat real food other than oreos.

<3 Court

Puppy Love <3

Curtis and I Got a new puppy. I will add photos later. btw I got the Net!!

A New Year…

Hello everyone!! It has been a really long time since I have posted anything. Well a lot has happened since I last post on Dec. 6th.

Lets start off by writing that Ana is not gone, but is you could say hiding. I am to the point at this very moment I don’t really think about what I put into my mouth. Though you can see a little pooch , but I am hoping to join the gym and eat right and get a hot foxy bod by this summer.  Which if I stick to it I belive it will happen. 

Also what yall missed was that Curtis and I went to Maine over Christmas Break. We left Dec. 26 and got  home Jan. 3 I think. This was a really fun trip. Just only the not so fun part was that when we were about 2 miles out of town we wrecked. We ran off the road into a huge snow bank, and the ones who live up north know what I am talking about.  We really enjoy out stay, I got to see my mother.  Also before we left for Maine…

I moved in with my Darling Curtis. Which Is going good. I enjoy spending time with him. And waking up to him. He is the love of life u could say.  <3 Anyways I am trying to make the house feel like our home and that I not just some girl living there ya know what I mean? So First off I am making one one of the other extra bedrooms for the girls. I am so far got planned to paint the room Pink and lime green. Should be fun.

Altogether Curtis and I are doing great. We are like Ice Cream and Sprinkles. 

Classes start pretty soon. Anyways I am going to get internet pretty soon, so I will be able to update my blog more often. Well I am going to go now. I Try and updated when I can. Thanks and love ya!!

Court. <3

 

Not Even Lions

Yes Not even Lions nor am I going to let Ana tear us apart. . .

Saturday night:  Meeting Curtis for dinner. . .  and damn Ana had to come with us.  Before we left I was wanting something to eat bc the last time I ate was about 10 that morning which we not a lot. 2 pancakes. So I got in the car and well Ana just had to join me on that. And well Curtis ask me what I wanted to eat I told him I really didn’t care.. then we started naming all the places in Anderson there is to eat. (there are lots of places to eat….) Then it started getting too much for me and I could not handle it. Then Ana started saying you don’t want anything to eat that you are already big and you don’t need anything just well she was messing with my head and making me think of bad things and talking bad about Curtis… saying her just like your father, Chris and so on…. We ended up at Sonic… I didn’t want anything. I told Curtis I didn’t want anything and that I was sick of eating fast food. So we left and I just yelled out well said why does everything have to revolve around food.  He got upset, but didn’t say anything to me. We got back to Mergon I would not talk to him. He went back to work I sat in the parking lot and cried… Ana won’t leave me alone.

But I am not going to let her take Curtis away I am not going to let her Push him away. Which well Ana is me. He said he was sorry as did I.

I love him.

Courtney <3

A Holiday to Remember. . .

Happy December!!
It’s not the 1st day of winter, but it sure does feel like it this morning. I woke up at 6:30 AM went out to my car and there was frost. How crazy is that? I got to wear my winter coat for the real 1st time. lol I am real excited about this holiday which I say that is bc 1oth is the last day of 1st semster. So I have month off of school. This Dec. is going to be exciting I am spending Christmas and doing Christmas with Curtis this year. That I never thought I would do. After Christmas Curtis and I are driving up to Maine to spend New Year’s with my Mother. !!! This is going to be so much fun. We get to see real snow and lots of it.

One thing I love about the holidays is that I get to make all kinds of goodies (: I was looking at Better Homes Mag this morning and saw many things I like to try this year. When it comes to sweets that is. So whatever I bake will post photos and if any good I post the awesome part that makes it. lol I also post them on Twitter and Facebook. Which u find my Twitter updates on the right and my Facebook link is in my About me page.  

 

Also started the Christmas season off by riding for toy for tots in Anderson on last Sunday. That was a big thing. I say there were over 600 bikers. This is not the best of photo…. I forgot my Cam. so This is all I have of that day. (sorry) 

Well I am not sure what else to write at the moment. Had a Great Thanksgiving with Curtis. Hurt by some of my family but thats another post of another day. I post some more later.

love,
Courtney

For the One that is Lost

I am here for you. You say I don’t understand, I do. I know it might a little strange talking to me, but I was raised not to judge and to love and to care for everyone. You are a beautiful young woman that can do anything. I might not know you all that well but you going to do great things. I just want to say I am always here if you need to talk, I am here if you need a shoulder, I am here if you want to have a good time, I am here if you ok. All u have to do is text or call me girly.

love u
Courtney

A Rainy but Amazedly Good Day (:

Hi!!
It is a new week, how great is that? haha Well my week started off by a crazy depressing stressful Monday. Which I did things that I shouldn’t have… Which I mean by that is WHY CAN’T I FOR GET I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER, WHY CAN’T IT JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE?? WHY DID I LET YOU COME INTO MY LIFE? HELL I THOUGHT YOU WERE AMAZING AND YOU WERE THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD HELP THE PAIN AND SO ON!!!  but I was wrong. . . ok what I am getting at is well I purged last night…. stupid stupid stupid me.  You how much I just Hate my ED/Ana… but well after I did I felt awesome though really I felt sad, depressed. So I cried and cried. Because I knew I should have not done it. Just I wish I could have had the normal family… But I am scared if that person that I shouldn’t have to be scared of. I don’t go to their House.  So I asked Curtis… Why does God let things happen the way they do? His answer… its a test but he also told me that He never gives more than you can take. ( what yall think about this?)

Anyways…. the good part is.. That today/ Tuesday is its a good day.. my hair looks great.  Feeling happy…. and that he loves me for me and that he doesn’t judge me bc of my ED. That last night was when you got home my heart little more stronger… I don’t really know how.. but it did. Slowly I am giving you my heart… Just I am scared to give it to you… But I do love you… I am yours…
Satellite Heart
Anya Marina <3

So Pretty, So Smart
Such A Waste Of A Young Heart
Whatta Pitty Whatta Sham
What’s The Matter With You Man?

Don’t You See What’s Wrong Can’t You Get It Right?
Outa Mind, And Outa Sight
Call On All The Girls, Don’t Forget The Boys, Put a Lid On All That Noise.

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start, But I’ll Be True To You

I Hear Your Living Out Of State Runnin In A Whole New Scene. You Know I Haven’t Slept In Weeks, Your The Only Thing I See

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start, But I’ll Be True To You (x2)

No Matter What You Do, Yeah I’ll Be True To You.

I love this song…. its so true… (:

Today is good…

Oh I found this mag today…. its a must read… For us women…

Thats it for today…

Court <3

Ps. I got the New Moon Soundtrack… its really good, I like it better than the Twilight one. Also I am still not sure who is going with to the Opening night… I update on that later. Anyways… I better go I have Art class soon.