Ok I really don’t know what to do, i am going to see Lisa tomorrow.. I am worried. I never really talk talk to someone about Ana, to get help and change this life. I think it will be good for me, but I am worried that I am not going to show up or i do, but not say anything. I don’t know, But chris might go with me, but I don’t know if he can come. I have to talk to Lisa. well I better go.