down down and further down

Today I feel like nothing. I feel lost. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t find a job, I am trying I am really. I always at school, working at my best. I am doing really awesome this term. Which I am really happy!! But other than that, nope I am not.
Beth didn’t call me, the happy docotor. I have a massive headache, that won’t go away. I am straving, and haven’t ate anything, but m&m’s. I just feel like I am just going down down and further down a really big pit. And I aint coming back up. Though i feel like that God doesn’t want me to get a job right at the moment bc of school, that I am doing really well. That after this term things will be better, but I don’t know. I pray every night hoping it will. But all I know to do is to have faith and try not to worry so much. But i don’t know what to do.
Well I better go. Talk yall laters. dottedline



Filed under 1, AnA, random, anything

2 responses to “down down and further down

  1. jessiedog

    Hello, I came across your post and felt like I was to let you know or remind you that God knows when a little tiny sparrow falls, so how much more He knows about what is going on with you.

    You have worth…you are the daughter of a king 🙂

  2. Keep up the good work..some day he will take you for real..maybe hes a busy guy these days you no the problems in this terriable world..keep the faith okay

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s